Histoire de la littérature en anglais

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and “without flavors beans” today at the restaurant but the worst wasn’t the food but the group of girls who just sitting right next to me, they keep talking of useless things but one of her just telling to me something really interesting;

-Did you hear the rumors about the sexy doctor Stevenson? I look at her with defiance but she keeps talking. One of his patient heard a strange conversation between two doctor, they considered the possibilities that Stevenson is not a real doctor, according to them he is not enough qualified for this job not even for being a doctor at all you’re imagine ? That’s a scoop!

I was intrigued by what she just said to me but I kept the mask I wear every time for peoples leave me alone;

-What the hell makes you think you can talk to me?

-Oh calm down “Mrs. sassy”, I know you hate everyone but everyone’s noticed you’re little game with him, you two are always together , I just want you to know that your prince isn’t so perfect.

-Shut up. I take my plate and leave the cafeteria confused.

I put my head on the wall of the corridor and I breathed heavily, I start scratch my arm, the place where I used to stick my syringe of heroin. I scratched so much that I was bleeding out. A doctor who passed across the corridor sees my agitation and he questioned me;

-What are you doing? You’re supposed to be at the cafeteria with the others.

-I…I was but…

-What is that on your arm? He sees the blood and holds my hand so strongly that it was hurting me. I will bring you, to your doctor referring, who is him?

-It’s me. Stevenson told that with a determination who could freak out a very muscular guy. What’s going on?

-This is your patient? He looked at him with defiance and judges him with his eyes, which was probably one of the doctors the girls told me about in the cafeteria.

-Yes, I will take care of her, thank you. I’d never saw him so much cold with someone; he probably knows this doctor doubt of his qualification. Eli took my hand not violently like the other guy but with smooth like he used to touch me every time we talk together. We enter in the room, were we usually make the blood test and all the medical stuff, but this time it wasn’t for a consultation but more like for a “confession time”.

-Why you were not at the cafeteria? Aria what’s going on, talk to me! One day we can talk for hours and the other day you push me away, what’s the problem?

-Nothing, I already told you everything in the library, there’s nothing else. I couldn’t watch him in the eyes; I can’t tell him I’m scared of my born feelings for him.

-There is someone else you don’t tell me? Someone out of here who send you letters or calling you? Someone who was outside with you?

-Do you mean a boyfriend or a friend? I don’t really get it where do you want to go with your questions?

-Yeah, something like..maybe like someone who helped you when you need it…?

-I have no ones in my life for helping me, I don’t get it what do you want to know?

-Someone who supplied you maybe? He said that and starts stammering and looks away.

-You mean a dealer? Why do you want to know that? It doesn’t matter now I’m here and I… His beep start making noise, and I couldn’t finished my sentence he just go without telling me what he really want to told me, I was frustrated by this ending of pretty interesting conversation, but I put my hear close to the door of the room and I heard a strange conversation;

-You hear it? She will figured out, I can’t do it again, I don’t wan…I couldn’t hear more, Eli leaves the corridor I was shocked, everything’s was now clear in my head, everything’s matched perfectly, the watch, the conversation between the two doctors, and now this….He’s not a doctor he is a fucking cop! So whatever he had done, everything was a lie. He was different with me just for getting information he never was honest with me..I could hear my heart brooked in my chest, I couldn’t keep my anger inside me, I ran and catch Eli, eyes at eyes in the corridor in front of everyone;

-You’re a damn cop! Son of a bitc…I try to punch him in the face but he stops me and put his hand on my mouth and makes me the sign to be quieter. Did I dream? So this is true, I had the little hope it wasn’t really a cop but this is true, I push him against the wall with strength and start screaming for everyone heard what I said;

-You’re a cop! You lay to me since the beginning and you did that for what? Have information about drugs dealer and put people in jell? I’d rather die than talk to you again! I told that and tears start invade my eyes, I leave the corridor without looking behind me, I heard Doctors yelling at “Doctor Stevenson” while he calling me, swearing: “It’s not what you think, I can explain” but it was too late, now it’s over he destroyed everything’s.

Three month passed, time never past so long but I understand a lot of things, this is the first day my state is close of “happiness”. Yes today I’m leaving this place, I will be free again, if we can talk about freedom….being dependents of something that’s not what I called “free”. I take all my stuff and walks out of the building where was written in big letter “Rehab Center, for lost soul” (Probably for everyone know what kind of people was there). My contemplation of the place where I used to live for four month stopped directly when I heard this voice;

-Aria Kingship! My heart stop for two seconds, he came right in front of me, he was not wearing the white coat of doctor he used to wear but normal clothes and smiled to me but he looked anxious. Are you okay? You probably couldn’t read my letters, I send you ten or more but I’m sure, with what happen after my secret identity has been discovered, doctors don’t give them to you…

I look at him and put a finger on his mouth; I take a book from my bag and showed him;

-“You need it”? The books that I showed you why did you have it? I take the book and throw it in the dumpster next to me. Eli laughs but was still in the incomprehension; the librarians will kill you, you know that?

-I don’t need this book Eli, I need you!

Yes I understand a lot of things during this past three month, first, I’m